LIVE FOR TODAY
livin' for todayy
It has been, more than two years since i've blogged here.
I've continued to blog of course,
my language has changed, as well as the things i usually talk about.

I'm still quite the same person, in that i don't blog about my schedule though i've found myself doing that a bit more now.
I've changed, very much, in terms of looks and the things that i do.

I've always loved acting and singing, and now,
i'm glad to say that i am a whole lot closer to my dreams(of being involved in the media) now compared to two years ago.

couple of pictures from my most recent Photoshoot with Teenage Magazine,
taken just yesterday.
and update really.

I've also left my Government school,
Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' Secondary School.

It's a disgustingly long story,
but bottom line,
is that as much as i still do, and always will love the school i have grown up in,
i just couldn't stand being in such a rigid and anal place.

To a certain extent it was about being held back a year and all,
on top of being suspended anyway,
but i just didn't really want to have to force myself to stay in that kind of environment where i couldn't, at the end of the day, work or learn properly and would always have to look over my shoulder.

Right now i'm in a private school and gawd, i'm infinitely happier.
i'm studying better, and doing exactly what i love.
Actively involved in acting and singing,
i have found that being involved with the media is a much easier goal to reach than it ever was before.

I've also come back here to, more than update you,
whoever "you" might be,
it's to provide a link to my new blog.

When i just started out that blog,
i wanted to keep it as private as possible.
Coming from a school where employees blog hop and used blog contents against students,
i didn't want that.
Thus, the huge secrecy.

of course, i realized, that lots of unknown people come to my blog anyway.

being a bit of a ditz, i've never quite figured that out.
but hello, i mean, when you blog or set up a new blog, and don't release your blog address, you don't quite expect people to know about it.
Yet, somehow they just do.

So just in case there've actually been people who still view this blog
(and are just about giving up on it, two years IS a lot of time)
here is the link to my "new" blog:

http://withloveme.blogspot.com

"New" because, it's not very new now is it?
haha.

Having just gone through a recent breakup with the guy i was still talking about during my last few posts here,
my blog is a bit of an emo bitch.
do be a bit more tolerant of my rants and all,
as well as the whole dark layout thing going on.

this other blog, when i realized that many unknowns go there anyway,
has been like mentioned on stuff like BlogTV as well as Kids Central's Hi! Tech.

the address has been plugged over and over,
and i was, for like five minutes, given the title of
"celebrity blogger"

oh laugh all you want.

but anyway, if you've kept on reading this unchanging blog post,
Thank you and you can now move on(:

now, there's really nothing stopping you from reading my blog, is there?

Just in case it interests you, i've got another blog, specially for all my poems.
Most of them are original and yes, copyrighted,
and i do also put up a few poems which i like very much.

http://wordsof-emotion.blogspot.com

enjoy.

all my love, and a little more.

xoxo
Charis Vera `livedd @ 3:21:00 pm




+simply me
[me .]
[Countess Jemimah Eveil]
[ex-netballer]
[English Literatury Drama and Debate]
[march17_baby@hotmail.com]


butterfly kisses-
I hope you never fear the
mountains in the distance.
Never settle for the path
of least resistance.
Lovin' might be a mistake
but its worth making.
When you get a chance to
sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance

Promise me you'll give faith
a fighting chance.
Give the heavens above more
than just a passing glance.

Realised i like you
for who you are,
I can't tell you its
a facade:
Don't let your hell bent heart
leave you bitter, When you come close
to selling out,
please reconsider.

I hope you dance
beautiful song-