2nd sept, thursdae`

the past few daes were a mixture of both gud n badd.
mostly badd but dere was sum gud.

tuesdae`
crapped up dae.spent aces dae n de teacher's day celebrations in the lab...sighh.

went back to de primary skool...being sucha sweetie=)
had spent tyme planning out a dance wif shiyun sijia angeline n prissy.
i personally think we did awesum fer a dance dat had ta be thought up two daes before the performance.but can yew blame us?young,secondary skool students who're still struggling with homework and the mere stress of being in secondary school.we do haf a life n we are busy with things.
our dress code was basically pretti simple.skool blouse with a skirt and fbt underneath so it wudn be too revealing.we had arranged things with genesis' mother..
jennifer lim.
she had wanted us ta meet her the dae before,on mondae.to see our dance.but being caught up in skool,we came late.wen we arrived,she told us to meet her the next day in the primary school before performance.
as i told yew,we had spent the whole dae in the lab getting punished so we were late,we practised as many tymes as we could before heading over to the primary school,we were gonna do the afternoon performance.we were all pretti excited n shiyun was havin stage fright alreadi.heh.
it was kewt cux i was walkin past a buncha lil girlies n one of em suddenly started waving to me n screamin hi.n i waved back n went "im sorri,so i noe yew" gee.hope i didn hurt her feelings.she was pretti kewt.n she was like 'u're the cactus lady right?' n wen i nod she turns awae.haha...so i went "oh you still remember me?haha.wow" before I hurried off.

the performance was awesum,i must sae.i myself enjoyed myself and loved it...at our first move when i spun in pulling my cap low...de crowd went..o0o0o.at sijia's following move,dey were like aaaahh..haha.we were all pretti pleased bout our performance:)in fact,i was quite sure i wanted to come back the following year to perform again!
BUT,there'll alwaes be some bitchified bitchy bitch of an auntie who'll come ta take awae our happiness of course.
jennifer lim.
she asked ta see us outside and once we were all gathered as a group,dis whole conversation took place:

jennifer: WHAT WAS THAT JUST NOW?!
group: what was what?
jennifer:(accusingly) YOU TOLD ME ON THE FONE YOU WERE DOING A CHEERLEADING DANCE!!
hello?hu in their right minds would ever sae they're gonna do a cheerleading dance?like waving pom poms in the air would totally express our thanks to the teachers.hah.-rolls eyes-
-shiyun glances as me-
me: NO! since when?
jennifer: you did! you told me on the fone! remember i called you?!
me:no you didn't! wait,actually yes,you called but i never said anything about a cheerleading dance!
shiyun:exactly,we had never had any plans to do a cheerleading dance!
wanna noe when she called?thursdae,during cyberweek.helloooo? thursdae's the busiest day! i was at the com sorting out things when she called.even IF i had accidentally said sumthin bout a cheerleading dance(which fer the record I DIDN'T), it's totally forgiveable right?even if it wasn't forgiveable...we've alreadi dance.would telling us wad yew THINK we're supposed ta do turn back tyme?truth to u,even if it did turn back tyme,the group would STILL be doing what we had planned out!

jennifer:you told me on the phone.
me: well,there must've been some miscommunication cux i never said sucha thing!
jennifer: (folds arms)ok,then why didn't you come to see me yesterday?hmmm?!
group: WE DID!
jennifer: ahh,but at what time?
shiyun and i: we were busy with school!!
jennifer: THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU ARRANGE AN EARLIER DATE?!I'VE BEEN TRYING TO ARRANGE A DATE YOU KNOW!bear in mind that she called me onli on thursdae wen the performance was on tuesdae.

shiyun and i: WE'VE ALL BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL!
jennifer: THEN IF YOU GIRLS ARE TOO BUSY THEN WHY BOTHER TO EVEN COME BACK AND PERFORM?! WHY COME BACK AND GIVE SUCHA SLAP-DASH SLOPPY PERFORMANCE?!(gestures to our clothes)WHAT IS THIS?! SCHOOL BLOUSE!
me: (doing my veri best to control the anger and pissyness inside me)
ACTUALLY, in my opinion i think we did pretti well!veri well in fact! and the dressing?it was planned out!
jennifer: (in her bitchified bitchy tone) well i'm sorri,your opinion doesn't count!what counts is the vice principal's opinion! and that's what she said! SLOPPY! SLOPPY SHE SAID!SLOPPY IS THE WORD TO DESCRIBE IT! in fact,she said she hoped out pl lites wouldn't grow up to dress like THIS!! (gestures once again to our clothes)
me: (i glare angrily into her eyes which i can hardly see cux they're hidden in her dough-like char siew bao face.)
jennifer:(fold arms and holds cd carelessly like it's a piece of shitt) hu's is this?
me:(snatching it from her grubby fingers) mine!
jennifer:(sounding as though she's won our lil arguement) so girls,(she sounds pleased)if you want to come back and perform again next year...
me:(interrupting her) NAH I DUN THINK WE'LL EVER COME BACK FOR ANOTHER PERFORMANCE EVER AGAIN!(i turn around n walk off)
jennifer: (bitchy loserfied voice) FINE!
group: (giggle,treating it lightly) cool,hah! awesome...
-end of conversation which wasted about 10mins of the precious time i have on earth.tsk.-

first of all,do yew think we realli care bout wot the vp thinks?do we look lyk we give a bloody droplet of shitt?!our performance was for the teachers..the teachers that we had grown up with!not for some new-comer who we didn't even noe!

and guess wot?de bitch lied bout de VP's words...cux when i was talking to ms loh about it..ms loh said that the new primary skool VP was actually her mentor and had been an ex-pl lite so she would never have said such things!hah.sorri bitch!we've caught yew n ur char siew bao face in a LIE..!!

after the incident we told the principal about it n she jux hummed and hawed and said it was good of us to ventilate-.-
gee.what great help.ohh well...
i went back home n told momma bout what happened..n wen i came to de part where i walked off,momma was like :"hah!good fer you!!yee hah!"
heh..sucha kewtie..

after that went fer what was left of cg with the musical cast...haha.dey were playing softball n stuff..it was realli fun...den got into a tickling thing with mrs tan again.haha.it was realli fun!haha.
after that jux hung out drinking and eating and stuff...then found sam n sup playing in their "playpen" which was that huge metal container where ppl chucked their newspapers.heh.so i joined em n we were making lotsa noise n stuff...
dat was pretti much it fer de dae realli...

wednesdae`
got woken up by a call from a guy from church asking to go out fer a movie,n cux he didn realli noe the others in the 'children of the parents' group we had...he got mi ta ask if they could come..sam was still asleep,sar had to study,soph was at prefects camp, n aidan was out wif his special sumone.
so being a nice person i went out wif him..watched anacondas.totally freaked out n was screamin like shitt.actually we both wanted ta watch 13 going on 30 but it was sold out.sighh.we kinda walked around abit n kinda chatted.
after that mah buuu vickae said she was at cine so while he was eating i went up ta meet her...haha...imagine the noise we made!
aniwae...brought the group down which consisted of hannie,amanda,mah buu n aumtie milesy n afterward eli joined us...intro-ed em to cephas hu couldnt talk cux his mouth was full.haha...then after that he said he had to go?so i was like...okae,bye!then waved.hten i dashed ta subway.i hadn't eaten the whole day so i was rather famished.haha.
ate something n half way thru mah meal we saw cephas n i felt badd cux he seemed like he was lookin fer sumone..n err...i didn't wan it ta seem like i pang seh-ed him cux i didn...honest!!but in the end i waved n he walked off...=)
i think he might've thought we were still gonna walk around.gee.hope he aint madd or upset.-shruggs-
after eating we walked around,took neos.laffed.joked around.wanted to watch 13 going on 30 but didn...then finally went home wif hannie.heh.cux the others still wanted ta cause a riot in town.hhaa..

*mah own world*
i saw them.
yew jux pulled ur hand awae.
felt so dejected.
wish yew hadn't done that..
if yew think i dun understand..
i went thru that too remember?
i even haf scarrs of my own..
something i dun wan yew ta have.
cux yew realli mean so much to me...
weneva i needed sumone there yew were.
i dun wan ta lose yew...
it'll be too much fer mi to bear.
but why carn yew see that i realli do care?

*mah own thoughts*
im glad i didn see yew.
dunno wad i'd haf done.
cux im so not readi fer it.
to see her.
sumone else,not me.
it's stupid i noe.
-shruggs-
but i carn help feeling dis way.

*world of mah own*
i carn tell yew straight out.
but i love yew.
n i alwaes will.
more as a fren than anything.
but i do care.
and it's true.
i mean it..
from the bottom of my heart.
yeaa,it's true..
without yew i would fall apart..
crying for you crying over him
Charis Vera `livedd @ 10:50:00 am