FIRST.
First best friend: amanda...i knew her wen i was a baby..!!
First date: err...sumtyme last year....rather nOt remember it...
First self purchased album: stacie Oricco
First funeral: mah hamster's...haha
First pets: mah two cats hu were dere b4 i was born....
First piercing/tattoo: ear-piercings....wen i was p3?
First enemy: angeline neo? she blew out mah candles wen i was 8....!!
First play/musical/performance: wen i was k1 i think....manx i feel old
CURRENT.
Current best friend: elizabeth
marital status: single
Current song playing: if i dun haf u-alicia keys....i lurve dis song manx
Current thoughts: mah undone homework n de upcoming exams
Current emotions: high...
Current status: online
Current wonder: wen i can tear mahself away from de com n go study
Current instrument played: err....i guess it's de piano
Current need: gud grades?
LAST.
Last cigarette: sumtyme last year?
Last kiss: sumtyme at de beginning of dis yr....
Last good cry: kinda fergot
Last movie seen: in de mirror...last mondae
Last beverage drank: milo...
Last food consumed: a pear.....haha
Last crush: err....=X
Last phone call: it was lyk at 5 liddat...to elizabeth
Last tv show watched: dat's so raven at 4.30
Last time showered: at 3 i think
Last shoes worn: track shoes...
Last cd played: carpenters...i luv their song..haha
Last item bought: err....i think it was milo at skool..yesterdae
Last annoyance: mah dearie sista comin into mah room n wakin mi from mah beauty sleep
Last disappointment: mah english compre results
Last ice cream eaten: lyk...two monthe ago?sumthin liddat...
Last time wanting to die: i think it was sumtyme dis week larh....
Last shirt worn: pl-lite shirt....
Last website visited: frenster...haha....
Charis Vera `livedd @ 7:15:00 pm
hey y'all....
todae....was okae i guess...haha...managed ta hand up mah art thing b4 i got a FAIL..so it worked out pretty gud dere...den i oso handed in mah zuo ye n sum english stuff...haha...feel s0 proud of mahself....
wheeeeeee...i've been sucha gud lil gurL dis whole past week....dunno if i mentioned it? but i decided ta change mah attitude towards mdm zachiah...cux i figured dat if i changed mah opinion n changed mah attitude towards her den she'd be ok wimme to0...so i was real nice ta her during home ec. remebering ta smile at her weneva i toked n ask questions n stuff...haha...n it kinda worked....n oso weneva she was lyk supaa sarcastic n jux made mi wanna yell back at her n stuff...i jux laffed-at mahself...haha...wdv
aniwae...afta sku todae i was supposed ta see ms ng...instead went out ta watch 50 first dates wif neri n eli...rach was supposed ta be dere..n she was...but wif her own frens...haha...den afta dat came back ta skool fer de art exhibition...->fer one reason onli...to buy mah own glass jar...yupx,paid four stinkin buckx fer it...aaarrgh....but i lyk it..yeaa..it's kewt...haha....
mmm...wad else? o yarh...vic jux left singapore todae...haii....
o...n...i didn mention it b4...but i let mah cat run away...haii..yupx...felt damn guilty bout it afterwards... n i was lyk...crying n everythin....den lyk,de nxt nite i saw her...but she didn wanna come home....so we decided we wun look fer her animore...den yesterdae i saw her..n i was lyk.."stormie?u wanna come home now?" den she jumped into mah mum's arms....n i carried her...but she struggled to get down again..so guess she didn wanna come home den...so i picked her up n kissed her...noeing it'd probably be de last tyme i'd hold her again...den as i walked towards de lift i was lyk.."be careful gurl...takkair of urself ya?" den she came up to us...n ws lyk rubbing herself against our legs...she seemed ta be thinkin..."i'll jux say wif dem til de lift comes..." n wen de lift doors opened,she walked away from us..but looked back one long last tyme as if sayin..."gud bai..." i heard her cryin lyk...de whole nite....den dis mornin....i walked down de stairs..n dere she was....she looked up wen she heard mah footsteps as if sayin.."i've been waitin fer u...i wanna go home now...."wen i saw her i was kinda shocked actually...den i went.."hey..u wanna come home i guess....?" she seemed realli excited n kept runnin up de stairs n rnnin down ta where i was standin....so i went up home wif her followin..n let her back into de house...so she's now...outside mah mama's bedroom meowing lyk nutz...but i aint gonna let her go....wen we find tyme we're gonna get her neutered...den we probably gonna gif her away....cux mah grandmama seRiOusLy doesnt want us bringin her over...haii...so if u're lookin fer cats...tag mah board n i'll get back to u..haha
well...since i've been sucha gud lil gurl dis more or less dis whole week....i'm gonna go sun-tanning tmr...wheeeeeee...haha...afta mah musical rehearsal larh...den probably go vineyard...haha
well...yeaa...dat's pretty much it....i'm gonna cut down on mah internet visitations as i put it...haha..
gonna be a gud gurl n study study study during de week...den weekends come online....haha
well...til nxt tyme then...buh-bai
Charis Vera `livedd @ 9:56:00 pm
wheeeeeeeee
haha...i'm kinda happi now...not exactly sure why...haha
mmmmmmmm..let's see...woke up late..so i cabbed it ta sku...den was hafin headache most of de tyme...dunno why..think i was kinda giddy seeing so many ugly teachers...haha...okok...im being mean...
went fer recess wif neri n vic...n o yarh...sumthin real retarded happened....mi n vic were at dat stall dat sells curry puff n vic was lyk.."ona small curry puff "den de lady repeated wad she saed...n i was teasin vic sayin she wanted one SMALL curry puff...jux being lame again...n she was lyk..."yeaa...rYtE" n de lady at de stall was lyk..repeatin wad she saed...n i'm jux lyk.."o....kae" haha...den afta sku...i went to dat stall again to get mahself a carrot cake...which is veri nice btw..haha...okok,back to de subject...n dat crazieh adeline beside mi was lyk....laffin n laffin n laffin...at wad i still haf no idea....but she was lyk...laffin damn loud larh...den de lady was lyk...saying in chinese why she laff until liddat....den i was adding on saying dat she was freakin de lady out...den dat stall auntie saed to mi..."aiya,she happi wad...dun sae her otherwise she cry den u..ahhhhhhhh" n im jux lyk.."yeayea....inteResTing.." n she saed....she saed...hahahahha....okok....err....she went.."BECUX TODAE IS SUNNY DAE SO SHE HAPPI HAPPI RYTE?" den i burst out laffin at her "sunny dae thing" n adeline jux gaf her dat..."huhX?" look n we walked off laffin...haha...wdV....
mmmmm...wad else arh?
o yarh...took mah art exam todae..plus de maths quiz....PLUS another maths test i missed last week....den tmr im gonna haf another quiz afta skool...aaaargh
mmmmm...o...n todae,during lunch...i saw santi....den cux i untied mah plaits n tied a bun....den she saw mi...n she's lyk"since wen did u start tying bun again?" lyk it concerns her? den i was lyk...."err..jux now?" den she was lyk.."it's to0 big larh...haha.." n i'm lyk "yea yea wdv..." n she continues ta tok but i jux walk off.....datz one thing i dunch lyk about her lehx....she's quite nice n everything....but she's lyk...kinda irritating in dat...lyk,once i tied up mah hair...but i didn do it properly so got abit of hair not tied....den wen she saw she went "wad happened to ur hair?i'm amazed it's not done properly..."
lyk wdv manx....i dunch realli gif a droplet of shit...actually i do..but not as much as her....aaaaaaarrgh...
o,n btw....she lykes Tim....dis guy in mah church hu's pretty gud lookin....de first tyme she saw him she was lyk....."dat guy is s0 kewt" den she keeps on tokin bout him n im jux lyk..."yeayea wdv"...she's kinda crazieh ova guys..n she keeps on saying dat i am....?n i'm lyk....speak fer urself manx....de worst thing ryte...is dat she has these crazieh infatuations wif particular guys...even if dey dun look at all kewt...n dey probably dun even noe she exists....haha....
wdv larh....
well....wad else happened arh?yea.....dat's pretty much it....den later gonna go swimming n eat burgers or sumthin....wheeeeeeee
o..n vic's goin ta malaysia todae...?no fair lorh....den tmr dun need ta come to skool...so unfair....she's visiting her grandma or sumthin....haii...
guess dat's about it lorh....
til next tyme....buh-bai
Charis Vera `livedd @ 5:24:00 pm
hey y'all...sup?!
err....at home now....i aint feelin to0 well...so...mebbe datz why...i haf lotsa tests waiting fer mi wen i get back to skool...sian manx....aaaaaaaarrgh...
yesterdae initially intended to go taka library to study...den no-one wanna go wif mi...so i decided to go rachel lee's house....but i cudnt bear to part wif mah computer...haii...den i decided i'll be a gud lil gurl n go study by mahself at whyte sands library...where dere r no distractions....haha...yeah ryte....i didn even go... *sigh* i'm gonna die manx... ...u noe i hafnt done ANY maths homework at all since skool started dis term....n mah chinese zuowens...i hafnt written any since skool FIRST started....ow manx....wad m i gonna do...?die larh... ...i seriously need ta get sum studying done....or im gonna fail...n get channelled to NA....i so dunch wan dat to happen....
o yarh...yesterdae mr thomson was oso tokin sum crap about de stuff we put up on our blogs...de kinda filthy language we use n blahblahblah...i'm lyk..."hello?aint it our blogs?"he's crazieh manx.....den ryte at de end he saed..."if u wanna use dis blog thing...u'd betta do sumthin bout ur language...and ur ATTITUDES..!!if not arh.."and he left it at dat...lyk we're supposed ta be scared....?haha..wDv manx... i mean...so wad if we dun change our attitudes..or our filthy languages?wadya gonna do?ban us from bloggin?haha..u wish...i mean...i think he fergot dat ryte at de begginning of his tok he saed "why ppl wanna let others see their own personal private thots totally beats mi" d'uh?blogs are our own...n if ppl wanna see den see lorh....but de language we use is lyk...probably wad goes thru our head as well....so he can't scold us fer thinking liddat ryte...?
okok...let's not waste tyme tokin bout crap....haha...
mmmmmmm...aniwae....guess i'll end here cux i'd betta go get sum work done...sigh...i'll probably go to de library where dere's hardly any distractions....haha....i sErIoUsLy hafta start studyin...or lyk i keep sayin....i'm gonna die...so,ciao fer now y'all....or to de ppl hu even bother to read dis....wdV...ciao
Charis Vera `livedd @ 11:37:00 am
hey y'all...
dunno why i'm even lyk..bothering wif dis...wtf...aniwae...saturdae was totally awesum..n i went again on sudae nite...but it was kinda boring..haha[i'm tokin bout vineyard here fer those peeps hu are lyk"wth is she tokin?"] haha...
mmmmmmmmmmm....jux got de laptop...it's kinda cool...now i wun need ta stay back in skool using de com...
uhhhhhhhh...o ya..wen i haf tyme i'll be changin dis layout..again...or mebbe i'll change it later...wdv...aniwae...i dunno if dis will work...
these are mah "burfdae pics" here...dey were taken on de 16th of march...de dae we met utt and deniese...haha...had lotsa fun on dat dae...yupx....
dis is vic..mi..neri,hannah(she looks so kewt ryte?haha)utt,rachie and linyi...everyone was lyk...saying linyi so chio n fightin ta take pics of her..haha
mmmmmmmmm...ok,dis is us wif deniese keller..haha...she aint dat pweety..but her bod is damn nice...whoa..it's lyk...okok..nVm...haha
haa...i look damn gross in dis pic..lyk...eeeeeeeeww...datz mah bez fwen standin beside mi..deAr bird..haha..she suprised mi by turnin up..wif a burfdae cake...yup..it tasted awesum..thankew so much...haha...manx...dis happened so long ago but i still remeber it lyk yesterdae...haha...how cud i eva ferget it?
well..guess datz about it..yupx...so...til de next tyme i feel lyk updatin dis...takkair y'all...buh-bai
Charis Vera `livedd @ 12:39:00 am
hey y'all...i jux lyk..confirmed sumthin...few peeps are gonna read dis..o hu cares aniwae....i'm ruching fer a dental appointment...so...til' next tyme..ciao
Charis Vera `livedd @ 3:39:00 pm
hey y'all...sup?
nuthin much happened during de weekend...zhihong n santi came fer vineyard...den i went back to santi's place...stayed overnite and den went to living sanctuary de next dae...
de church aint dat bad larh...but it aint dat interesting either..stacia was real nice and everything tho..haha...
mmmmmm...den afta church,went out fer abit wif santi....took 8beam...n now i'm in class typing dis out...had originally decided to train fer de 2.4 thing...lyk improve on mah timing.....n i got santi to come along...but i stopped at de 9th round....cux of stitches...it's s0 wierd..i hafnt had stitches since p5..!! mebbe cux i didn eat fer de whole dae...haha...wdv larh....practised on mah sit and reach....i can now do up to abt...41...and mah sit-ups r ok larh...jux dat sto0pid 2.4 run....dis is s0 insane...Singaporeans want to be gud at eveRy thing...studies....sportz...it's totally crazieh...
Singapore is de country wif de least number of skool holidaes u noe...and other countries dun haf this kinda napha test or anithin...tsktsk...
o yarh...went to tok to mrs chong wif grace todae...about mdm zakiah...she saed she'd tok to her..but todae she was on MC...to0 bad...
aniwae..gotta get back home and do home work le...dere's a million and one crap i hafn't done....it's insane....
til nxt tyme...buh-bai
Charis Vera `livedd @ 4:56:00 pm
hey y'all...
sup?!
yay....i finished mah homework so i can go stay overnite at santi place tomorroe...heh...she's gonna be coming to vineyard oso...n mebbe red-mole will be comin....
o yarh...once again,mdm zachiah was such i total bitch....i didn hand in dis Emergency relay system thing yesterdae becux i had to photocopy it...but i didn....cux dere wasn't tyme....den todae,she got angeline n grace to tell mi to hand it up...budden we still hadn't photocopied it yet...so we went to de library during our free period hoping we cud photocopy it..but it was closed....we went to de printing room....it wasn't opened yet...den grace saw Mrs Raja...n she went up n asked her if she knew where else we cud photocopy stuff....n Mrs Raja saed she'll help us photocopy...but guess wad?!
we had told her dat we had to hand it in to mdm Zachiah...so wen she saw mdm bitch in de staff room....she told her about the three of us standing outside de staff room....so mdm bitch came out looking veh ngri n was lyk..."WAD did i ask u to do in de morning?!" "err...hand in de relay system to u?" i answered..."YES...!!so why did u go n bother Mrs Raja?" den i was lyk...kinda confused...i mean....izzit wrong to approach a teacher fer help? "erm...we had to make extra copies of this...n de library was shut so we cudn't..." "wen did i ask u to hand dis in?!" she saed...her voice rasied.... "yesterdae..." i answered meekly..."DEN...?!?" i got pissed...and i looked away..taking mah 3 seconds...because i knew dat if i didn...i wud start yelling at her..and everything dat had happened on Wednesdae wud repeat itself...n i cud lose mah place as class monitress....so i looked away n breathed in deeply...she glared at mi as i did this but i jux ignored her... "why wasn't this given to mi yesterdae?" she asked again....looking straight into her eyes,i answered "i'm sorri..it was my fault...angeline and grace DID remind mi to hand this in to you yesterdae...but i still had to explain to de class wad grace n i had come up wif....so..." "blah blah blah blah..."she continued fer mi...cutting mi off viciously..."i dun wanna hear excuses...i jux wanna noe why dis,"she snatched de piece of paper i had spent mah precious 30 mins on from mi.."dis...sto0pid piece of paper did not reach mi by assembly tyme...."i came late..!!" i protested.."SO WAD?!it isn't an excuse...n even afta i had angeline to remind u it still didn reach mi! s0 i ask you...wad tyme did u intend for dis measly piece of paper to reach mi by?!" "after skool" i saed...looking away to take another 3 deep breaths..."n wad tyme is afta skool?!" she saed fiercely...i was real pissed here..."1.30...!!" i saed harshly...looking straight into her eyes again...."1.30?" she saed...u cud almost hear de mocking laffter in her voice..."No actually.....4.30...becux we had de pupil profiling....!!" "NO!!" she yelled..."dat is to0 late already.." "i noe it is..." i cut her off.."but lyk i saed...we needed to make extra copies of this piece of paper..." "NO..."she yelled again....i was getting real pissed off at dis tyme..."NONONO!! it's to0 late!!4.30 is to0 late...1.45 is to0 late...even 10 o'clock is to0 late!! because u saed i wud get it after assembly...dat was a promise u made...n a promise i kept to...a promise dat i held tightly wif mah fist..!!"
[do u guys get wad she's saying here?cux i definately didnt....]
"LOOK...!!"i saed loudly..."i alreadi saed i had to photocopy it...but there wasn't any tyme!!but u dun...."grace pulled mi back here,signalling it was tyme fer mi to shuddup...she looked kinda shocked at first...den she saed...somewhat smugly..."dat is why i MADE sure u guys come to mi during ur first period...because i wanted u to miss ur teacher's lesson...wanted to waste her tyme..." "there isn't a teacher in de class ryte now..." i mumbled..."huh?why...?" she asked... "we haf PC fer our first period...but Mrs Chong isn't around.." "i'm de teacher hu is supposed to be in de class now..."she saed wif a smile....
[hello?do u guys geddit?she's wasting her own tyme...i think wad she saed was meant to suprise us...but it didn't...to us,she jux looked sto0pid wif egg on her ugly face]
errm.."oh..."was all i saed..."n i wanted us to all walk back to class together..." she saed dis wif dat same irritating smile on her face...den she got us to walk back to class...i ran ahead n wen i came in i saed..."de bitch is here...ssssshhh!!" everyone quietened down almost immediately....den mdm bitch asked mi grace and angeline to step outta de classroom...so,thinking dat she wanted tok to us...i went outside...den she saed.."u stand outside fer de rest of mah period" i was totally taken aback...i was lyk...huhx?! i mean...wtf was i gettin punished fer?i hadn't done anithing...!!she didn tok to us at all afta dat...but i've gathered de class....n majority of dem wanna file a complaint bout her...so...on mondae...wen mrs chong comes back...grace n i are gonna tok wif her....n wif de majority of de class on our side...plus a few angry mummys...[lyk mine]...she's gonna die...
tsktsk....if onli she knew...she wud neva haf messed wif ppl lyk mi....haha...now i sound evil...but it's true....haha
aniwae....in class now...was supposed to go out wif vic n her online fren n sum other peeps...but...
haha...i dunch wanna hafta lug all mah books to orchad n den come home...to0 tiring...haha...
well...i still haf sum weekend homework to do....so i'm gonna be a gud lil gurl n go do it...haha....
til next tyme...buh-bai
Charis Vera `livedd @ 5:05:00 pm
hehe...i was re-reading wad i rote jux now n i realized dat i haf alot of spellin errors....heh...hope u guys will be able to understand all de crap i rote....datz IF anione comes here...haii....
Charis Vera `livedd @ 1:53:00 pm
hey pEePs...
wassup? havnt updated fer lyk...2 daes..datz ok i guess...compared to ppl lyk aidan and soph...n sar....haha
aniwae...two daes ago...poor wittle mi was sick...n yesterdae i had a...er...story tellin competition...won third prize...it's a notebook...quite nice larh..hehe...
o yarh..n yesterdae...i oso got into an argument wif de home-ec teacher=)
she was such a total fucking fucked up bitch ok....she punished de whole class fer comin late..wen it wasnt even their fault...den wen i tried to explain dat it was mah fault becux i asked dem to stay back to discuss sumthin she was lyk...it's still ur fault blah blah blah...wad the fuck manx...
den i got real pissed off n i went ryte up to her...n she yelled at mi to go back to mah place...n i was lyk.."i wanna explain wad happened...it wasnt their fault.." she cut mi off n was lyk..yellin at mi...saying if i tried to expalin we wud stand outside fer another 20 mins...if i tried to explain aGaIn...it wud be aNoThEr 20 mins...so i went back to mah place..den de whole tyme during her class kept on glaring at her den she caught vicky n mi fer tokin...so we stood up n she started yellin at us...den she asked us to answer sum questions...den we purposely answer damn soft larh...n she got pissed off...started yellin-aGaIn- n she started imitating us....n speaking real soft den asked de class if dey cud hear n de whole class-backed us up-n saed "yes" heh...den she got pissed off again...haii
den we were cooking dat tyme...jux finished larh...den i licked mah fingers...n she started yelling at mi saying we're not supposed to eat...den i was lyk..."i wasn't eating" den she started insisting i did n yelled at mi to put mah food on her table...so i started lookin fer her plate n she was lyk "NOW..!!" so i put de food on her table lorh-wifout a plate...den she started yelling again..den by dis tyme i was fucking pissed off n i turned round n yelled at her saying.."u saed now wad..didn even gif mi tyme to get a palte..so i gaf it to u as it was lorh!!"
whoA...she was damn ngri larh....dUh~
den she asked to see mi afta class....den vic was warning mi...kept on saying breathe deeply n dun burst out swearing at her....so i went to tok to her....n she saed sum crap n i told her why i was ngri...n she kept on saying"but i'm older den u so..."bla bla bla....wdv larh....
den went fer lunch wif eli,vic,rach n hannah....n i feel down..scraped mah elbow real badly...bleeding lyk shit arh....den we were late fer de story tellin competition...didn realli get into trouble larh.....den afta i finished reading mah story....(vic,eli,rach n hannah seemed to be de onLi ppl cheering fer mi....haii...sad but true..)
afta readin mah story...i went back to de back of de hall....den liddat lorh....n ms ang decided to tok to us...den wen she went to de front to get everyone to shuddup...all five of us crossed our arms n waited fer her....den she got damn pissed lorh....cux she probably thot we were being rebellious or sumthin....
but i need to go now...so mebbe later kae? ciao
Charis Vera `livedd @ 9:52:00 am
[me .]
[Countess Jemimah Eveil]
[ex-netballer]
[English Literatury Drama and Debate]
[march17_baby@hotmail.com]
I hope you never fear the
mountains in the distance.
Never settle for the path
of least resistance.
Lovin' might be a mistake
but its worth making.
When you get a chance to
sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance
Promise me you'll give faith
a fighting chance.
Give the heavens above more
than just a passing glance.
Realised i like you
for who you are,
I can't tell you its
a facade:
Don't let your hell bent heart
leave you bitter,
When you come close
to selling out,
please reconsider.
I hope you dance